Hibernating - So I finally woke up from my long slumber. It's been a while since I slept thing long, from 7:00 p.m. to 7:00 a.m. Man it looks like I missed a lot of phone calls too :( Hopefully this long sleep will get me through the week of workin on Camp Canton and Camp D's CD's, workin at Camp Mad-Heights, and taking care of CCUC prep. Speaking of which, I have finally finished purchasing the gear for CCUC this year. I'll be sportin the new Kobe's that I purchased a few months ago at Chicago this year. Everyone at the captain's meeting was disappointed when I sported my Melo jersey because the previous years I have always represented da D with Charles Rogers, and Brendan Shanahan. I totally forgot I have my Braylon Edwards jersey to sport at this year's meeting. Lastly, my Dwayne Wade jersey is comin in the mail that I can wear on Saturdays. Of course, so much money went to this tournament on clothes, hats, and shoes.
So I finally worshipped at Alliance yesterday, it was good to see Albert one last time before he leaves for Denver. I met a couple of new faces, while seeing a lot of old ones too. It was kind of funny with the message because Pastor Burns said exactly the same thing GP B said last year. Somethin to the effect of how it is takin so long to go through Revelations, man deja vu. Although Pastor Burns did not go through it like GP B, and I was kind of bummed to listen to more human made analogies vs. using other Biblical references to back up your message.
I had to fulfill a promise at Alliance that was broken by the Politicians of Camp D. I'm glad to see Silly Lily smile because it goes to my Court Jester. Anthony was off the wall once he saw me at his church, and kept lookin for his mom to tell her. Once I got back to CBC, I was excited to see My Alice in Wonderland at CBC! Now I know who she is from Camp D, so I hope she does keep comin and that her family will come to know God. Anyways, time to eat since all I ate in the past 24 hours was just 2 Bubble Teas.
There Goes My Life
Monday, August 08, 2005
Thursday, August 04, 2005
Fight Club - For the most part I feel recharged bout Camp D. I think it is because I have pushed everything else aside and really focused on my kids. Yesterday, I've been playing Chinese Yo-Yo with them and much love to our teacher, Jennifer. Man, she's got some serious skills and she taught me a lot already. Hopefully I can get one so I can continue to practice. Now everyone wants to play me in Pokemon too, because I'm on a losing streak. I've dropped 3 of my last 4 battles :(
Woohoo, physical therapy is almost done too! I've gone from 45 minute sessions to 2 1/2 hour sessions now as Michelle has picked up my rehab big time. At first, I thought I was just slow because I get there before a lot of other people's appointment, but yet I always leave after the building closes. I feel bad sometimes now because I make Michelle stay after closing time. I rarely take any breaks between each exercise, so how is it that I am the last one to leave still? Well, Michelle explained it to me that I am doing a higher intensity level of all the exercises compared to others. Plus, she mentioned how I have a higher tolerance for pain in which I can do a lot more. Lastly, the thing she hates bout me she mentions is how she wants me to do a certain number then I always spend so much time going beyond her recommended limit.
My goal was to speed my return back for the K.I.D. Tournament. However, that might not happen anymore because of so many complaints bout YCF Remix. The Korean Prez just needs to make a decision instead of leavin it out there. Like on one part, shouldn't they be lookin for the challenge? While on the otherside for me to think about is, do I really want to bring a team that is not wanted there? I would not want to bring a team where they get looked down upon or talked bout badly. The Korean Board though, seems like they gotta do what they gotta do. I'll still be bringin the belt there.
Man only 2 more days of Camp D :( This week continues to go out to My Court Jester and Daniel. I can only have hope for the attendance and the possibility of Camp Mad-Heights next week.
Restrooms
Woohoo, physical therapy is almost done too! I've gone from 45 minute sessions to 2 1/2 hour sessions now as Michelle has picked up my rehab big time. At first, I thought I was just slow because I get there before a lot of other people's appointment, but yet I always leave after the building closes. I feel bad sometimes now because I make Michelle stay after closing time. I rarely take any breaks between each exercise, so how is it that I am the last one to leave still? Well, Michelle explained it to me that I am doing a higher intensity level of all the exercises compared to others. Plus, she mentioned how I have a higher tolerance for pain in which I can do a lot more. Lastly, the thing she hates bout me she mentions is how she wants me to do a certain number then I always spend so much time going beyond her recommended limit.
My goal was to speed my return back for the K.I.D. Tournament. However, that might not happen anymore because of so many complaints bout YCF Remix. The Korean Prez just needs to make a decision instead of leavin it out there. Like on one part, shouldn't they be lookin for the challenge? While on the otherside for me to think about is, do I really want to bring a team that is not wanted there? I would not want to bring a team where they get looked down upon or talked bout badly. The Korean Board though, seems like they gotta do what they gotta do. I'll still be bringin the belt there.
Man only 2 more days of Camp D :( This week continues to go out to My Court Jester and Daniel. I can only have hope for the attendance and the possibility of Camp Mad-Heights next week.
Restrooms
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
Braveheart - Wow, I don't even know where to start with today's Camp D drama. The great thing was that T-onda and Reylan are here with me this week. However, that was that as The Boss and I had our lil chat. She's pissed bout many things, I just sat there and took it. Some I'll agree with her on that is my bad, but on the flipside there is too many that is not even close. I also learned, that someone sold me out too, it's aight live and learn and DTA. I mean she brings up things that happened like 3 years ago.
Then supposedly, a parent or two have parents have probs with my bandana and my tats. I'm just like wow, these old fashion Chinese peeps, just because I'm wearin a white bandana does not mean I am sportin death around here. I'm thankful to those parents who do know me, and know my heart and intentions. So of course that was brought up in the talks, and I just state my case. So if I dress like everyone else, are they gonna love me then, I'm still the same person. Even if I dress like some of the others, does that mean I should use the same inappropriate language they use. Why not, it's not visibly seen, pssh pulleassseee.
I felt so bad for T-onda today because it is not her fault that she is there. I told her to come because she should be here for the last week. The Boss, was pissed at her and T-onda felt the cold shoulder so many times. T-Lin kept talkin to me bout how I didn't bother listening to authority about this matter which is true. Yes, she is The Boss but that is a title whether it be the campers or the counselors they listen to me more, which T-Lin agrees with because of my heart and effort. However, T-Lin warns me again that I cannot stop her power which is true, I must rely on His power that something be done.
It's hard too because T-Lin wants me to only think bout "being a good counselor." I'm not suppose to think bout the other counselors feelings and what not. I mean that's not me, I'm doing my best to look out for both parties and show the love. So now it seems like my passion for others gets me into trouble. It's all good though, I must remain composed and pray that He is in control of everything. I must have faith of a rock that something will be done because someone has to do something.
Linkin
Then supposedly, a parent or two have parents have probs with my bandana and my tats. I'm just like wow, these old fashion Chinese peeps, just because I'm wearin a white bandana does not mean I am sportin death around here. I'm thankful to those parents who do know me, and know my heart and intentions. So of course that was brought up in the talks, and I just state my case. So if I dress like everyone else, are they gonna love me then, I'm still the same person. Even if I dress like some of the others, does that mean I should use the same inappropriate language they use. Why not, it's not visibly seen, pssh pulleassseee.
I felt so bad for T-onda today because it is not her fault that she is there. I told her to come because she should be here for the last week. The Boss, was pissed at her and T-onda felt the cold shoulder so many times. T-Lin kept talkin to me bout how I didn't bother listening to authority about this matter which is true. Yes, she is The Boss but that is a title whether it be the campers or the counselors they listen to me more, which T-Lin agrees with because of my heart and effort. However, T-Lin warns me again that I cannot stop her power which is true, I must rely on His power that something be done.
It's hard too because T-Lin wants me to only think bout "being a good counselor." I'm not suppose to think bout the other counselors feelings and what not. I mean that's not me, I'm doing my best to look out for both parties and show the love. So now it seems like my passion for others gets me into trouble. It's all good though, I must remain composed and pray that He is in control of everything. I must have faith of a rock that something will be done because someone has to do something.
Linkin
Monday, August 01, 2005
Oasis - So this morning, I went for a change for worship. I decided to go to Alliance for worship for many reasons. Main reason was to see My Court Jester, and Daniel once last time before they go back to China. So I got in around 9:20 a.m. and the parkin lot was empty. I kept thinkin bout how at least CBC attendance is a lil better than that. I ran into my Aunt, which was great to see her hearing God's Word on Sundays. However, we went in together and I was at first bummed. First of all it turns out that Alliance is worshipping at Kensington Park, which was why the parkin lot was bare. Second of all, Court Jester and Daniel did not show up either!
However, He works in mysterious ways ya know and I met a very hospitable woman named, Jean. She told me that she is Daniel's Sunday School teacher and how she was with their family last night. She showed me around her classroom, which made me wish that I wish I had my own room to teach at CBC so I can store my materials there. So we talked for a bit and how a lot of other Alliance peeps were going over to OCC. She kept insisting that I call Court Jester to see where she was at. As I was walkin out, I ran into Anthony's mom from Camp D. She knows me a lil now that she knows I am friends with Enoch and Hannah.
On my way to CBC, I called Court Jester and it turns out that her family was plannin on going to join the OCC worship! However, she still puts a smile on my face and I'm thankful for my opportunity in talkin to her before she leaves. She even wrote me an email already too! I will continue to do my best this week for Peeps like her and Daniel.
Wow, and tonight was the first time ever that I seen East Grand Lake packed for business. Then again half of the place was full of CBC peeps. I'm thankful for Auntie Amy takin me out for dinner. It was fun as I continue to teach MooCowz how to drive. Man, I ran into so many peeps at the restaurant though. However, I'm glad in the end we had our own small table with My Yu 2 sistas and The Kid kickin it for dinner.
Lastly, I enjoyed my unforgettable experience at Alliance. Lately, and I think I will do this because I haven't done it in a long time is worship at a lot of different churches. It was a few years ago, where I went to Knox in A2, Highland Park, and Christian Fellowship Church in Lapeer for a month. So, I want to worship at some of the Korean/Chinese churches in September after CCUC. Especially the new Chinese church in Troy as I'm worried bout Crystal going there for worship. So some of the ones that I plan on returnin or visitin for worship is OCC, Alliance, CGC, CGC 2?, KUMC, KPC, and KBC. Well at least this is some of my list.
Garage
However, He works in mysterious ways ya know and I met a very hospitable woman named, Jean. She told me that she is Daniel's Sunday School teacher and how she was with their family last night. She showed me around her classroom, which made me wish that I wish I had my own room to teach at CBC so I can store my materials there. So we talked for a bit and how a lot of other Alliance peeps were going over to OCC. She kept insisting that I call Court Jester to see where she was at. As I was walkin out, I ran into Anthony's mom from Camp D. She knows me a lil now that she knows I am friends with Enoch and Hannah.
On my way to CBC, I called Court Jester and it turns out that her family was plannin on going to join the OCC worship! However, she still puts a smile on my face and I'm thankful for my opportunity in talkin to her before she leaves. She even wrote me an email already too! I will continue to do my best this week for Peeps like her and Daniel.
Wow, and tonight was the first time ever that I seen East Grand Lake packed for business. Then again half of the place was full of CBC peeps. I'm thankful for Auntie Amy takin me out for dinner. It was fun as I continue to teach MooCowz how to drive. Man, I ran into so many peeps at the restaurant though. However, I'm glad in the end we had our own small table with My Yu 2 sistas and The Kid kickin it for dinner.
Lastly, I enjoyed my unforgettable experience at Alliance. Lately, and I think I will do this because I haven't done it in a long time is worship at a lot of different churches. It was a few years ago, where I went to Knox in A2, Highland Park, and Christian Fellowship Church in Lapeer for a month. So, I want to worship at some of the Korean/Chinese churches in September after CCUC. Especially the new Chinese church in Troy as I'm worried bout Crystal going there for worship. So some of the ones that I plan on returnin or visitin for worship is OCC, Alliance, CGC, CGC 2?, KUMC, KPC, and KBC. Well at least this is some of my list.
Garage
Saturday, July 30, 2005
Ford Field - Woohoo, Camp D got to see how cars were made at the Ford Rouge Plant. Some were bored, but I must say it was an interesting field trip. Actually, the movies we watched made me have the urge to buy a Ford product car! Actually, my first care was a Ford. Yes, a 92 Ford Tempo, man I use to get the needle stuck in the speedometer.
However, the fun ended there for some or most of Camp D. We arrived at Camp Canton for the closing ceremony. The truth was revealed to T-Lin and she believed everything that I said to her this week bout how Camp D is the welfare camp. The Peeps of Camp Canton welcomed me, and noticed my arm. Yeah, I gave props to T-onda by tatting her name on my arm. Everyone asked, and I spoke the truth, she deserves to be here and is the best counselor here, and she does not need a piece of plastic to let everyone know that.
The ceremony did have some good performances, but as I shared with others. Since when did The Macerena and dancing to Yeah be considered as Chinese Culture. I kept crackin jokes on the bus bout it to Rex, that he almost crashed the bus due to too much laughter. T-Lin kept tryin to reason with me as she was holdin the Chinese newspaper in her hands. I told her, when are you gonna see that on the front page of the paper?
T-Lin was done tryin to calm me down, and she kept remindin me that all I can give to Camp D is my love, which she believes is infinite after this week. After she left to move her seat on the bus, I looked to my right. Esther, My Court Jester kept wantin to ride with me on the bus everywhere today, fell asleep on my arms. I kept lookin at her face as she slept, so cute, sweet, and innocent. It represented all my kids from Camp D, the innonence of not knowin they got shafted. It only burned me up inside more, and made me realize that I gotta do something.
T-Lin called me at 11 tonight and checked up on me to see how my emotions were runnin. She's worried that I am gonna get into trouble if my emotions continue to be high. Despite our past differences, I know T-Lin cares bout Camp D as much as I do. She kept sayin there is nothin I can do bout it, so just drop it. I reminded her that if I don't do anything then what's gonna happen next summer, etc.
I also spoke with The Boss tonight to ask bout the Camp D CD's that I was suppose to make this year. Which has been why I've been takin so many pics everday. However, she told me there will no CD this year this evening, and I felt like I did all this camera work for nothing? Of course not, I will do a CD for The Peeps of Camp D! I will make it using my own cash, my time, my pics, and most importantly of all, from my heart. I told T-Lin bout this, and she said that I can even label it from me and not ACA to show the shadiness.
Last year, Stef. D, Reylan, Ayinde, and I all made a pack at Popeyes in downtown D, that we'd back each other up. I told T-Lin that I am happy that she supports me, because for awhile I felt alone doin this on my own these past weeks. She just asked me to come in on Monday with the same fire that no one could match which makes me The Great One, and if I can't then don't bother comin. I will feel recharged on Monday, because I had to say g-byes today to The Court Jester, and her lil bro Daniel. I will do my best to see them at Alliance on Sunday because I'm on a mission to set things right in Camp D, and maybe ACA.
Camp 313
However, the fun ended there for some or most of Camp D. We arrived at Camp Canton for the closing ceremony. The truth was revealed to T-Lin and she believed everything that I said to her this week bout how Camp D is the welfare camp. The Peeps of Camp Canton welcomed me, and noticed my arm. Yeah, I gave props to T-onda by tatting her name on my arm. Everyone asked, and I spoke the truth, she deserves to be here and is the best counselor here, and she does not need a piece of plastic to let everyone know that.
The ceremony did have some good performances, but as I shared with others. Since when did The Macerena and dancing to Yeah be considered as Chinese Culture. I kept crackin jokes on the bus bout it to Rex, that he almost crashed the bus due to too much laughter. T-Lin kept tryin to reason with me as she was holdin the Chinese newspaper in her hands. I told her, when are you gonna see that on the front page of the paper?
T-Lin was done tryin to calm me down, and she kept remindin me that all I can give to Camp D is my love, which she believes is infinite after this week. After she left to move her seat on the bus, I looked to my right. Esther, My Court Jester kept wantin to ride with me on the bus everywhere today, fell asleep on my arms. I kept lookin at her face as she slept, so cute, sweet, and innocent. It represented all my kids from Camp D, the innonence of not knowin they got shafted. It only burned me up inside more, and made me realize that I gotta do something.
T-Lin called me at 11 tonight and checked up on me to see how my emotions were runnin. She's worried that I am gonna get into trouble if my emotions continue to be high. Despite our past differences, I know T-Lin cares bout Camp D as much as I do. She kept sayin there is nothin I can do bout it, so just drop it. I reminded her that if I don't do anything then what's gonna happen next summer, etc.
I also spoke with The Boss tonight to ask bout the Camp D CD's that I was suppose to make this year. Which has been why I've been takin so many pics everday. However, she told me there will no CD this year this evening, and I felt like I did all this camera work for nothing? Of course not, I will do a CD for The Peeps of Camp D! I will make it using my own cash, my time, my pics, and most importantly of all, from my heart. I told T-Lin bout this, and she said that I can even label it from me and not ACA to show the shadiness.
Last year, Stef. D, Reylan, Ayinde, and I all made a pack at Popeyes in downtown D, that we'd back each other up. I told T-Lin that I am happy that she supports me, because for awhile I felt alone doin this on my own these past weeks. She just asked me to come in on Monday with the same fire that no one could match which makes me The Great One, and if I can't then don't bother comin. I will feel recharged on Monday, because I had to say g-byes today to The Court Jester, and her lil bro Daniel. I will do my best to see them at Alliance on Sunday because I'm on a mission to set things right in Camp D, and maybe ACA.
Camp 313