Saturday, September 28, 2002

Can't get You off my mind
What we have is hard to find
I feel this pain inside
But I know Your love
Your love it can set me free
Make me see
It's so magical, You and me

God's power is just so undescriable sometimes that it is just like magic. So this semester, I'm taking ENV 304, PS 241, and HST 115, which enviromental science, politcal science and history. Who would of ever thought that each class has been talking about Christianity. And who would of ever known that God is using me to correct those and challenge others about His Word. Take ENV for example, our prof keeps talking about evolution, while I keep trying to challenge the thought of creation to him. Then in PS, our prof keeps talking about law, and then he got to the point and asked the class, "where are my Christian theologians in here?" Boy was I excited to hear out people share what they know about God, and I got to throw my 2 cents in. And in HST, I feel like I've been giving the chance to explain the actions of early Christians way back when this nation was first formed. I feel like this is part of God's plan for me to expand back my QT times with Him because their's nothing better than a spiritual challenge that hopefully would turn into spiritual growth towards spiritual maturity.

Then in PS, their again there is that same dang girl who annoys me to death. This week she decided to sit in my seat and I was like ohhhhh no you did not do that. However, it's hard to explain but after class, I got a chance to chat with this girl, and now I understand why I she does what she does during class. She told me that she has A.D.D., and I felt bad for being mean to her, what made it worst for me personnally was that it took something out of her control to make me feel guilty on how sometimes I treated her during class. Hopefully I can show better compassion towards everyone in the future. Starting with that nerd who sits behind me, sorry I had to get that in.

Also for the past couple of weeks now, my banking specialist at Comerica, Michelle, has been talking to me about Christianity. She shared with me on what she believes in, however she said she would love it if I had time to read and teach what The Bible is trying to say. Can you believe it, God using me to do His ministry! All I can pray for is that I need to continue to grow in His Word so that I can go out better equipped to serving Him. I really pray that I can have the same passion as someone like my BSF leader, Bali, to just exhort, encourage, and assist young men and women to pursue ultimate joy by becoming passionate and obedient followers of Jesus Christ.

However that all sounds good and dandy. But like everyone else, I do have my struggles and it continues to circulate around the same annoyance factor as Mayo G. And I've noticed from what I've been reading on others bloggers that my brothers and sisters are having their own struggles as well. And I just want to let you all know for those who are reading this, that I'm praying for you as each night passes by, God bless y'all.

Why Oh Why

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